Why is it really hard watching sad stories,.... yung tipong ang ending ay nagtatapos sa ang bida ay nawawala (in short namamatay) just finished watching this movie of Sam Milby and KC Concepcion FOREVER AND A DAY. I am not writing this because of the movie but what I want to share is what I feel for this kinds of situation. I am very much afraid of dying, loosing someone or the whole scenario. I have a phobia on coffins and other scary stuff.
Do we really have heaven, Purgatory and hell? is there angels who will come to bring us to heaven? these are just few of my questions. Do we really have an ending or just a beginning of another chapter? Honestly I am afraid, afraid of dying afraid of loosing someone I love :( Gasp! I never thought of my ending ........
Pag namatay ba ang tao do we really forget them? actually ang sagot don half half sometimes we really do forget and it scares me a lot ibig sabihin if I die they will forget all about me even if I have 18++ friends in Facebook or even if I have lots of followers in Twitter lalo na if I didn't make an impact to a person lives sabi nga nila they may remember you sometimes but they will not intentionally forget.
Im afraid of every little thing..... I know our bodies will not feel a thing pero ang kaluluwa kaya naten nakikita ang nangyayari sa katawan naten? I mean seriously do we really have to leave earth and go to another world? sometimes it makes me be over sensitive of things as in....... kaya I don't want people around me getting sick di ba pag may namatay nang bata sasabihin di pa nila oras :( pero f your sick they will just say may sakit kase: ( that's the mystery of life we will never know when will be our time only God of course knows this he is the one who let us barrow it to him.
God is my savior and my Lord I know there will come a time na I too will have to leave my body the life that God had lend me but for now that I am living gusto ko ipakita sa lahat nang tao na mahal ko kung gano sila ka emportante sa aken kaya ako ganto DRAMA QUEEN daw over sensitive pero hindi e I just wanna live each day of my life knowing na wala akong regrets walang regrets kase nasabi ko napadama ko ang gusto ong sabihin sa mga taong mahahalaga sakken ayaw kong dumating ang time na nagsisi ako kase hindi ko nasabi hindi man nila ako maalala every single day but at least I have said and done the things na alam kong nararamdaman ko that's why I am not plastic nor pretend na everything is fine I want to be honest as much as possible with my self and to the people I love.
God has a plan for me and I know I have a purpose in this world and I have to keep up let's live a life of no regrets let's show what we feel and never take the person granted after all no one know when is the end .....
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